RIP Grandma :(

The last month has been CRAZY for all of us expecially the last 2 Weeks my beautiful Grandma has been in hospital soooo sick she couldnt eat and was constantley in pain, Monday night we got the dreaded phone call that grandma was now a beautiful angel in heaven :( I feel so incredibly empty, lost and sad I dont no how im going to get through this grandma was such a huge part of our lives the strongest warmest woman in the world, im sitting here in tears writing this :( We had her veiwing on Wednesday I spent so long in the room with her she looked absolutley beauiful everything was perfect her hair makeup her pretty dress she looked at peace so that was a nice feeling, Noah doesnt understand whats going on he keeps asking to go visit grandma in heaven :( He drew a lovely pic for his granny and I put it in the coffin with her xxxx
Yesterday we had her funeral everything was PERFECT there was such a nice warm feeling in the air just like grandma gives off when shes cuddleing you :) One of the hardest times is going to be christmas this year with out her its just not going to be the same :( My Girls have been so supportive im very lucky xxxx

Okey enough sad stuff , today I recieved my 2nd Iphone 4 Mark and I got new ones on Friday well Wednesday Bella decided to throw mine in the toilet grrrrr lol So now its dead but I called apple and they replaced it for $250 THANK GOD hehe so thats a lost Iphone and now a wet Iphone all thanks to my terror lol

Bella Mia OMG soooooo CHEEKY she is into everything she runs everywhere hardley sleeps keeps me busy lol shes now going to daycare tuesday and thursday when Noahs at Preschool so I can work, Shes baby mad walks around with her baby and the bottle shhh shhhhh shhhh and patting her its so cute melts my heart everytime she also loves strawberry shortcake and carebears :) Such a Gorgeous Girl xxxx

Noah William my little turkey bum bubble butt he is growing BEAUTIFULLY Such an Amazing little man he has been so caring and sweet through grandmas death although I tried so hard not to cry infront of the kids the seen a few melt downs :( Noahs into Ben 10 Iron man etc he also loves baking and making jelly hehe We have been hanging out so much since I deleted FB and im really enjoying that extra time with him, Tonight were having a movie Night we make Popcorn and Milkshakes also have Ice Cream cones is Noahs fav thing to do I think were going to watch How to train a Dragon :)

19 Sleeps till my new Tah Tahs Whooooop im so EXCITED I cant wait :)

Busy Busy Busy

Well I thought when I cancelled FB I would miss it like crazy and be bored shitless because I spent so much of my not so spare time on there lol, Well how WRONG was I..Its amazing how busy you really are being a Mummy of 2, Trying t keep up with house work and washing etc, Working and of course gym and a social life :) hehe, My house seems to be the cleanest its been in a long time and its not as hard keeping up with it as it was when I was online, Ive been spending so much more time with my kiddies colouring in, painting, playing with blocks, going to the park etc I am really enjoying it and wish I had of done it months ago..

We had the best long weekend Saturday we had a wedding it was soooo much fun Its the first wedding ive been to where everyone enjoyed themselfs everyone was up dancing just having a ball the bride looked asolutley STUNNING, I ended up going out after with Rissa and a few of the girls met Luie out it was such a great night..Sunday we done the usual went out the creek motorbike riding with the kids Bella had a ride on the four wheeler with Mark I was a nervous wreck but she LOVED it shes so beautiful shes started walking around on her tippy toes all the time Mark says shes copying her mumma and practicing for heels ;)

Monday I met Lu for a coffee and chat then we spent the day in the yard weeding and getting it ready for this beautiful weather however we have a bit of a problem Red Back Spiders eekkkk theres hundreds of them everywhere so ive organised for our house and yard to be sprayed tomorrow that will get rid of them for another 5 years lol I cant wait till the pool is ready to go and we can go back to spendng everyday and night in the pool LOVE Bbqs by the pool most nights we eat dinner down the back under te pergola mark has a huge pasma so we can watch movies or TV down there its the perfect set up, Worked yesterday and met the girls at the gym last night xxxx

We have also decided its time for more renovations, were going to finish our house off so its all done and then we can concentrate on paying it off just means we have to borrow around 40k to finish it but it will be completed then :)

Plans today hmmmmm Lazy day I think, Might scrub my shower and go through some clutter its that time of year DECLUTTER Ready for Summer xx

Woooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo YAY YAY YAY

Weighed in this morning at 65.1kg that is the lightest I can ever remember being in my life I feel like my body is really starting to tone and get shape to it, Im so proud of myself my Goal Weight was 65kg but now ive decided to keep going until I feel Good :) Hopefully by the time our Holiday is in Feb im Bikini Material ;)

Yesterday was my first weekday with No FB and SG and it was GREAT, I cant believe how much stuff I got done I went to Sarahs in the morning, had lunch with my Gran and also went for coffee with my Mumma inbetween that I got all the unpacking done and cleaned the housexx Last Night I met Sam at the Gym and we done our work out together it was soooo nice to workout with someone else instead of on my own like Addy :(

Today I have work Eeeekk Need to catch up on sooo much im going to be FLAT OUT...But Im making time for my Beautiful Girl Rissa we are going dress shopping and lunch, And tonight Ab Blast and tready Life could not be any more PERFECT at the moment xx

Ive decided its just about time to post piccies of my weights and a final piccy of my goal weight, I will do it soon I promise xx

Life is one HUGE Adventure :)

Well hmmm how shall I start....Im Erin im 25 and feel like im ageing daily, I have an absolutley GORGEOUS Family my sweet little man Noah he is the most caring, gentle, loving little boy in the world he is 3 and 1/2 but so much smarter then what any 3 year old should be, The things he comes out with blow me away, I cant express how much I love that little man... Then there is Bella Mia.... Missy Moo Moo as Noah likes to call her, gosh that little girl has the most entertaining personality. She is such a cheeky funny little girl she def keeps me on my toes hehe, But I wouldnt have it anyother way I look at Bella and feel this overwhelming love my daughter I am really blessed to have such AMAZING babies they are My World, My Life, My EVERYTHING....

Then we have Mark, My Husband WOW I love this man more then life itself, I would give my life for him in a blink of an eye, He is not only my Husband but my Best Friend truely the most important person in my life, Sweet, Kind, Generous, Caring these are only a few of the great qualitys this man has, he is AMAZING and I am so lucky to be his wife and to have had his children. I feel so safe when his arms are wrapped around me xxxx

I live in a small country town called Broken Hill, We have a Love Hate relationship I winge about how I hate the place and I wont to move away, Then when im away how I miss it, I miss my Family my Inlaws and of course all my Gorgeous Friends who im again so blessed to have..Im lucky enough to see majority of my girls and family daily but if not at least weekly, And I couldnt handle being away from that :(

Life at the moment is PERFECT and I wouldnt change a thing xxxx