The last month has been CRAZY for all of us expecially the last 2 Weeks my beautiful Grandma has been in hospital soooo sick she couldnt eat and was constantley in pain, Monday night we got the dreaded phone call that grandma was now a beautiful angel in heaven :( I feel so incredibly empty, lost and sad I dont no how im going to get through this grandma was such a huge part of our lives the strongest warmest woman in the world, im sitting here in tears writing this :( We had her veiwing on Wednesday I spent so long in the room with her she looked absolutley beauiful everything was perfect her hair makeup her pretty dress she looked at peace so that was a nice feeling, Noah doesnt understand whats going on he keeps asking to go visit grandma in heaven :( He drew a lovely pic for his granny and I put it in the coffin with her xxxx
Yesterday we had her funeral everything was PERFECT there was such a nice warm feeling in the air just like grandma gives off when shes cuddleing you :) One of the hardest times is going to be christmas this year with out her its just not going to be the same :( My Girls have been so supportive im very lucky xxxx
Okey enough sad stuff , today I recieved my 2nd Iphone 4 Mark and I got new ones on Friday well Wednesday Bella decided to throw mine in the toilet grrrrr lol So now its dead but I called apple and they replaced it for $250 THANK GOD hehe so thats a lost Iphone and now a wet Iphone all thanks to my terror lol
Bella Mia OMG soooooo CHEEKY she is into everything she runs everywhere hardley sleeps keeps me busy lol shes now going to daycare tuesday and thursday when Noahs at Preschool so I can work, Shes baby mad walks around with her baby and the bottle shhh shhhhh shhhh and patting her its so cute melts my heart everytime she also loves strawberry shortcake and carebears :) Such a Gorgeous Girl xxxx
Noah William my little turkey bum bubble butt he is growing BEAUTIFULLY Such an Amazing little man he has been so caring and sweet through grandmas death although I tried so hard not to cry infront of the kids the seen a few melt downs :( Noahs into Ben 10 Iron man etc he also loves baking and making jelly hehe We have been hanging out so much since I deleted FB and im really enjoying that extra time with him, Tonight were having a movie Night we make Popcorn and Milkshakes also have Ice Cream cones is Noahs fav thing to do I think were going to watch How to train a Dragon :)
19 Sleeps till my new Tah Tahs Whooooop im so EXCITED I cant wait :)
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